Thursday, 13 November 2014

Monochrome look & deep chit chat.

Top: Asda George
Skort: River Island
Bag: Primark
Shoes: River Island

This year monochrome have been something I feel I've been wearing most days and not on purpose. I think like most of us out their wearing black is very simple and you can do a lot with it, which is why personally I like wearing it. Adding some type of white item isn't very hard, this look specifically was put together by me because I wanted a look that had some smart elements to it and I do think that this actually managers to get pull that off.  

I know most of you guys won't of come here to read me going on about pointless stuff, but lately I've just been thinking a lot about the blogging/YouTube world. When I first began this I started it because a lot of my favourite people where doing it and unlike my favourite singers/actors it was something that was/is very accessible for me to do and I thought hold on I could do that, so I did. I'm so happy that I have because not only has it gave me a great hobbie that I love, but putting a lot of myself online has even enabled me to learn about what career I want to go into(Which is presenting) and this is even reflected by the course I have picked for University(Media Production). 

I give so much credit to the bloggers and vloggers who have became very successful from this because it is hard, ok the creating of a blog post or a video is hard but I think the hardest part of it is putting yourself out there to be judged by others. Not everyone who knows me, in fact hardly anyone who knows me knows about my blog and specifically my YouTube, because of this I've noticed lately the pressure I've been putting myself under to make everything I do the best it can be because I am worried that if someone who knows me sees something of mine online I want them to always be impressed. The little things like posting a image on my Instagram relating to my blog will even worry me, I'm always giving so much advice to my sisters but never taking any of it myself. No one is perfect and everyone is always going to have a different opinion on something you do and especially in this media world. Some will say, well if you don't want to be judged then don't do it but for me personally I know that the thrill of producing something your proud off and being able to say I did that is a feeling like no other. I think a lot of people would think that I don't care about what others think about me but actually it is something that I care about more than I let on. I guess I need to learn to not care and do what makes me happy, that is exactly what I am doing now with my blog and Youtube and will continue to do so. 

Apologies for going on a bit, my blog is not just a place for me to share my fashion & lifestyle but a place for me to talk to you guys about somethings on my mind and this was one haha! Ok, I'm going now bye :) Love,

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